In Sky's mind things had already come to a head regarding the events of the orgy and he didn't need anything more to happen in regards to it. The other people that hurt him were not ones that he was prepared to meet in the prison and he wasn't sure what would happen if he might come across them, but all things in time. Right now Sky was going to focus on the things that he had going for him.
Echos of the pain that Sky felt when he'd seen Loki at the orgy still existed, but Sky had worked hard to forgive the man he loved over the time they'd been apart. There had been a lot of work done in Sky's heart and mind. He was angry for a while, but with some focused training and letting himself actually feel his emotions instead of trying to always repress them all, Sky managed to get through it all. Now he felt worlds better about everything. He came to the conclusion that he'd just shared with Loki, a healthy one. Finally.
"I know you will, love. You always do treat me well and the times when we've had misunderstandings it's mainly been because we didn't communicate before, or didn't understand one another. The rest of the world around us really can go fuck off." Nuzzling into Loki's embrace, Sky fingered over the smooth skin of Loki's back tracing up along the well known places of his spine, and into the small secret places he knew where all the dips and muscles traded off into sensitive spots that made the god sigh.
"I will never ever need to sleep without you. I think that will be one thing I'd like to make sure of, is that no matter what this prison does, is that I'll come home to you every night, to kiss your face, and love you some before bed." He hoped that one day they'd be able to sleep in the same bed at night, but he knew that for now it was good enough that he had a room in the same house and that he could make the promise to always come home, and never stay the night at another person's house. This was a tiny show of love that he could give in a prison that made relationships so very difficult.
It did seem it was time to put everything that had happened at the orgy behind them. Sky seemed to have worked through all that had hurt him that night, even if he wasn’t fully recovered. He was on the right road and that was all Loki needed. Keeping those he loved happy and safe had become quite the priority for him and he would always do everything in his power to make sure that was always so.
“I must apologize for my part of not communicating well. I know sometimes I seem to have it all together, but relationships truly are quite new to me, at least this kind of relationship. It was not something I ever thought I could have or even deserved so I never put much thought into it. I am afraid it has been a bit of a learning curve.” He smiled softly at Sky, just so happy he hadn’t ruined everything. He might have to actually start praying to the Norns if his luck kept up like this.
Sky’s words filled him with a sense of peace he hadn’t often known. It felt like a promise with more intent than Loki was used to and he truly couldn’t be happier. He didn’t actually need Sky to promise these things, but he appreciated it none-the-less. “Then I shall look forward to every evening and every moment we spend together. Now, after you get your things, we can see about making your room more to your style, if you wish. It is really quite generic right now. Please know you may do with it anything you wish and I would gladly help with whatever you may need.”
There were a few things that Sky wouldn't do again, but he was truly well now that he had the single man that loved him the most in the world by his side. There was nothing more that he needed beside him any longer. The anger, the fear, it was all subsiding in the face of falling back together with the puzzle piece that fit him. It was fate in a way he never knew could happen like this.
"We all have trouble with talking sometimes. You can't fucking blame yourself all the time. I know that you're new to relationships like this, and so am I. I only had one screwed up relationship before this with Stella, and one that... well, you know what happened to Bloom. I told you earlier. I used to blame myself, but I know it's not all my fault. You deserve both Duo and myself. You're wonderful, and I'm so lucky to fucking have you." He brushed his fingers along Loki's face and leaned in to kiss him softly, nuzzling their lips together before tracing the outside of Loki's lips with his tongue, flicking across them playfully with a smile.
"I love the way you taste, all of you." He looked around. He hadn't really made a room all his before. He'd had his room at home. It was simple with pictures of his horses and himself, a big window that looked outside. He'd have taken something like that, but it was quite impossible here. He missed rolling hills and his horses, the beautiful landscape he grew up with. He'd trade it for being with Loki though, he'd trade anything for that. "I don't know, this is alright for now. Can you take me to my cube, and I'll grab my clothes and a bag of things to bring back and we're done. I don't have anything really. I'm ready to be here."
It seemed they had all learned something from this fiasco, which was about all any of them could hope for, really. Loki just hoped now that everything seemed to be settled, they could relax, Sky could get settled in the home they now shared and they could get back to figuring out the mysteries of this prison, and maybe a way for them all to leave without being separated (though that was the only way Loki would leave, if he didn’t also lose those important to him).
“I know, I do and I am trying, but it seems I am a work in progress.” He smiled softly at Sky, head tilting into his gentle touch. The idea that he deserved the love of one person was still a new concept to him, but two? Though he revelled in how happy it made him, he couldn’t stop worrying about how it could all go wrong. He pushed those negative thoughts from his head though, at least for the moment. Right now he had Sky here, happy and in his arms. How could he think anything but positive thoughts?
The kiss was sweet and yet passionate and Loki couldn’t help but marvel in what it meant to have such a thing. “Oh yes? Then you must taste me more often,” he said, half teasingly. He felt like he could kiss Sky forever and not get bored. His grin spread and he leaned in to kiss Sky once more quickly. “I will gladly take you to get your things. And we do not have to do anything to your room. Just know you can if you wish to.”
Loki pulled Sky in close and kissed him once more. “Here we go.” A moment later, they were in Sky’s cube, ready to get his things and leave the small cell behind for good.
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Echos of the pain that Sky felt when he'd seen Loki at the orgy still existed, but Sky had worked hard to forgive the man he loved over the time they'd been apart. There had been a lot of work done in Sky's heart and mind. He was angry for a while, but with some focused training and letting himself actually feel his emotions instead of trying to always repress them all, Sky managed to get through it all. Now he felt worlds better about everything. He came to the conclusion that he'd just shared with Loki, a healthy one. Finally.
"I know you will, love. You always do treat me well and the times when we've had misunderstandings it's mainly been because we didn't communicate before, or didn't understand one another. The rest of the world around us really can go fuck off." Nuzzling into Loki's embrace, Sky fingered over the smooth skin of Loki's back tracing up along the well known places of his spine, and into the small secret places he knew where all the dips and muscles traded off into sensitive spots that made the god sigh.
"I will never ever need to sleep without you. I think that will be one thing I'd like to make sure of, is that no matter what this prison does, is that I'll come home to you every night, to kiss your face, and love you some before bed." He hoped that one day they'd be able to sleep in the same bed at night, but he knew that for now it was good enough that he had a room in the same house and that he could make the promise to always come home, and never stay the night at another person's house. This was a tiny show of love that he could give in a prison that made relationships so very difficult.
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“I must apologize for my part of not communicating well. I know sometimes I seem to have it all together, but relationships truly are quite new to me, at least this kind of relationship. It was not something I ever thought I could have or even deserved so I never put much thought into it. I am afraid it has been a bit of a learning curve.” He smiled softly at Sky, just so happy he hadn’t ruined everything. He might have to actually start praying to the Norns if his luck kept up like this.
Sky’s words filled him with a sense of peace he hadn’t often known. It felt like a promise with more intent than Loki was used to and he truly couldn’t be happier. He didn’t actually need Sky to promise these things, but he appreciated it none-the-less. “Then I shall look forward to every evening and every moment we spend together. Now, after you get your things, we can see about making your room more to your style, if you wish. It is really quite generic right now. Please know you may do with it anything you wish and I would gladly help with whatever you may need.”
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"We all have trouble with talking sometimes. You can't fucking blame yourself all the time. I know that you're new to relationships like this, and so am I. I only had one screwed up relationship before this with Stella, and one that... well, you know what happened to Bloom. I told you earlier. I used to blame myself, but I know it's not all my fault. You deserve both Duo and myself. You're wonderful, and I'm so lucky to fucking have you." He brushed his fingers along Loki's face and leaned in to kiss him softly, nuzzling their lips together before tracing the outside of Loki's lips with his tongue, flicking across them playfully with a smile.
"I love the way you taste, all of you." He looked around. He hadn't really made a room all his before. He'd had his room at home. It was simple with pictures of his horses and himself, a big window that looked outside. He'd have taken something like that, but it was quite impossible here. He missed rolling hills and his horses, the beautiful landscape he grew up with. He'd trade it for being with Loki though, he'd trade anything for that. "I don't know, this is alright for now. Can you take me to my cube, and I'll grab my clothes and a bag of things to bring back and we're done. I don't have anything really. I'm ready to be here."
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“I know, I do and I am trying, but it seems I am a work in progress.” He smiled softly at Sky, head tilting into his gentle touch. The idea that he deserved the love of one person was still a new concept to him, but two? Though he revelled in how happy it made him, he couldn’t stop worrying about how it could all go wrong. He pushed those negative thoughts from his head though, at least for the moment. Right now he had Sky here, happy and in his arms. How could he think anything but positive thoughts?
The kiss was sweet and yet passionate and Loki couldn’t help but marvel in what it meant to have such a thing. “Oh yes? Then you must taste me more often,” he said, half teasingly. He felt like he could kiss Sky forever and not get bored. His grin spread and he leaned in to kiss Sky once more quickly. “I will gladly take you to get your things. And we do not have to do anything to your room. Just know you can if you wish to.”
Loki pulled Sky in close and kissed him once more. “Here we go.” A moment later, they were in Sky’s cube, ready to get his things and leave the small cell behind for good.